ok, me to peg again...i might get a bit distracted though, busy being a moderator tee hee...

*An hour or so later...Jas is in her room on the internet, Cait is out with Akos, Rhys is trying to cheer Alex up! Nina had gone up and apologised for Jack, but she was too angry to be kind to Nina! And so, Nina was sitting on the sofa, not watching the tv (but it was on) with a few tears strolling down her cheeks...Jack walks in*

Nina: *getting up quickly/wiping away tears* Jack?

Jack: Hi *looking kind of sheepinsh and sorry* I went for a walk...

Nina: Wh, wh...i, i don't understand Jack...what happened?

Jack: I, erm...sit down!

*They sit down*

Nina: What is it? Jack, you're scaring me! You never say 'sit down' like that! Not unless it's important or serious, or upsetting for you!

Jack: I need to tell you something!

Nina: Ok, now you really are scaring me!!!

Jack: It's ok...it's nothing to be scared of! Just a bit, well...it's hard for me!

Nina: Sorry, go on...*taking his hands in hers*

Jack: Thanks *nervous smile* Ok, well...when i was 6, about Alex's age i suppose! I went fishing with my Dad! It was great fun, i loved it so much, mostly i liked spending time with dad *looks sad at the thought of his Dad*

Nina: Jack, hos this got to do with Joe? Oh Jack...i'm sorry hun *tries to hug him*

Jack: NO, IT DOESN'T HAVE TO DO WITH DAD...WOULD YOU JUST LISTEN TO ME!!! Sorry...sorry...just, please...

Nina: Sorry

*They hug*

Jack: When i was 6, it was in summer and me and dad went to this little pond near to where we lived! It was a beautiful day, we decided to take a boat onto the pond, well, it was more of a lake, but still! We took Mr Garthbrooks boat onto the pond, we started to fish and everything went great!!! Then it happened ...*he stops*

Nina: It's ok...you can do it

Jack: There...there was...this, kind of, wind that was about! We were standing up trying to pull in my rod, i caught something! It was my first one aswell, i was so excited! So me and dad were pulling and pulling but it wouldn't come out! Finally, it came, and as it did, our arm flung thrugh the air. Dad kind of accidentally hit me and i went flying, i landed in the lake... ...i tried to swim over to the boat but i was stuck and i couldn't move and it was like the pond was pulling me under. Forcing me to drift further away from Dad's reach!!! It was the most... frightening thing i have ever gone through!!! I thought i was going to die...Dad didn't know what to do, he was shouting and screaming, but he couldn't reach me! Then...i kind of got pulled away...further from the boat from Dad's reach and well, the next thing i remember was waking up in hopsital! I was ok, but i'd swallowed a lot of water! Alex saying how she actually pushed someone into the pond, purposely, i suppose, it made me remember...the fear, the uncertainty. I just...

*Nina holds him while he cries his heart out*

away

Fiona......such a beautiful .... !!

I'm still replying to you !!

Heya everyone!
great pegging Fiona!

Great pegs

you have recieved mail from Victoria *last name* tee hee thanks hun

Ok...who's pegging???

Fiona, check your e-mail !!

Hi Diana and Emma (Emma, will e-mail very soon....so sorry!)

....will be back later!

Bicky...i really need to actually read the email as soon as i get it it's good to wait...holds off the excitement for later

Things appear to have cheered up, so I'm back !

Bye Emma

PS Fiona, sorry the e-mail was so short.....my next one will be longer, I promise !

hi vicky, how are you today

hi yvery how are you today

Hello hello

moring diana

it's short??? tee hee...i haven't even finished it yet

thanks

Yeah Bicky to

Vicky To Peg Yay



Morning Catherine

i agree with paul STOP SPAMMING if ya want to spam spam in fionas forum its fun i dont over 100 posts yesterday

*After about 5 minutes, Ellie begins to cry....Jas brings her downstairs to get some of her food...*

Jas: Hi
Nina: *looking up* Um....in the fridge, Jas honey
Jas: Thanks um......*mouthing to her* Everything OK?
Nina: *mouthing back* Tell you later.
Jas: OK

*Jas goes back upstairs*

Nina: I'm sorry I had a go at you for yelling at Alex....
Jack: It wasn't your fault...I should have kept myself under control...it just brought back so many memories
Nina: We can't control our emotions......I'm just sorry you had to go through those feelings by yourself...
Jack: I made the choice not to tell you.....not to tell anyone ....
Nina: You mean-
Jack: No one knows.....not even mum.......I guess dad was too ashamed that I'd been in so much danger while he was looking after me and I....I couldn't relive those moments again.... What am I doing? It was 30 years ago....I shouldn't be crying over it now
Nina: *hugging him* It's OK to cry....how many times have you been my shoulder to cry on ? You've been through everything the last few months and you've stayed so, so strong.....first you nearly lost me, then Cait, then Belle had all of her problems, then the operation, then Jas....now, reliving this again after telling no one I can't imagine what you have gone through!............did you know something?
Jack: What?
Nina: You know when I went to talk to Rhys's teacher that day?
Jack: Wasn't I with you?
Nina: No...it was the time after that...you had a lecture you couldn't get out of...
Jack: Oh
Nina: Yeah, well.....if I tell you this will you promise not to tell Rhys?
Jack: Of course
Nina: Well, in school they were doing who they look up to most....and he talked about you!!
Jack: Really? ?
Nina: Yes ....here it is....

*they both read the piece of paper...........

I'm writing about my daddy because he is the most bravest person in the whole world. He looks after me and Jas and Cait and Gus and Alex and my mumma and he teaches me how to play soccer. That is why my daddy is the most greatest person that I look up to. *

Jack: He really said that about me?
Nina: Yes......I didn't mean to get you started again!!
Jack: These are happy tears
Nina:

Please

g2g bye bye you lot

jack crying i cant picture it

so beautiful Great Bicky, just brilliant!!!

Very good Vicky

diana 2 pegarooni

*coughs* Ahem... Miss Sarah, when did I say I was pegging?



No thank you Vicky

*clasp* excellent target my coddy

vicky u should join fionas forum i gots the best name though

my forum

its full of spam by the spam gueen so bow 4 me

Well, I suppose I'd best go to bed.....I'm pretty tired!! (9 hours at school 2 voluntarily (am I insane??) !!)

Thank you all for being such wonderful forum friends!! Glad to see the fights have stopped !! Fiona, thank you for your support and for the e-mails ! (I can't say check your inbox because you already know and have read the e-mail I sent ). Thank you!! Thank you, Delta, for your beautiful music and for being yourself....I hope you are gradually feeling stronger and more like your usual self !! Thank you!!! Good Morning Australia and New Zealand and Goodnight UK.....hello to the rest of the world!!! Thank you!! Me =

Love Bicky { }

Love and Light Bicky speak to you tomorrow, i hope i will finish your email then, too tired now...

love and light
Fiona
xXx

have a nice sleep

Sarah to and she really is...she told me to tell you guys.....

*meenwhile cait in on the net*

cait: hmm i wonder wat this file is

*cait opens it and its all the covos jas has had wif pplz

cait: OMFCOD shes going to the guys house 2morrow im going to follow her

*cait keeps looking till jas comes into the room*

jas: wat r u doing

cait: im looking at pplz fan mail to mum( )

jas: alrightieo then


someone peg

ok, i'm off now...Bicky? tee hee



i will be closing all forums except the codlingness one like last night...sorry!!!

night/day all love and light

bye fiona

me 2 peg agian

k sarsh

ffs i lost it grrrrrrrrrrrr

*jas gets on the computer and goes into antimsn*

jas: hmmm 3 pplz added me



Jas says:
hi who are you? and asl?

blow blow blow says:
My Names Stephen ( ) and im 21/m/erinsbrough how about you?

Jas says:
Im 14 f erinborugh

blow blow blow says:
wanna meet up?

Jas says:
ok


*Next convo*

Jas Says:
Hi who are you? and asl?

Pretty Boy says:
my names charlie and im 20/m/erinbrough

Jas says:
ko0olies

Pretty Boy says:
Do ya wanna meet up?

Jas says:
sure

Pretty Boy says:
wats ur mob number?

Jas says:
its ermmm 0458966657

Pretty boy says:
ill text ya


*Next Convo*

sexyhorneyguy4lyf says:
Suk me or ill hack

Jas says:
no asl

sexyhorneyguy4lyf says:
30 m 23 heather street and come alone

Jas says:
wen

sexyhorneyguy4lyf says:
anytime ill be here waiting


this is cr@p my other 1s better but it went bye byes alex 2 peg

me to peg

no catherine alex is