Hi alex

Hi.

aw *biiiiiiiiig huggles*

Fiona, Vicky, look in the forum that you both talk behind out backs or mainly mine, Rachel's and Catherine's.

Alex to peg

I'm not pegging. Diana are you online?? if so speak to me on msn and I'll give you the link.

OK, I know no one on at the moment really wants me here right now but I just want to say something....then I will leave for the time being. Fiona set up that board for us to talk through quickly. When she was really down, she asked me to log on and I did. I supported her because she was feeling so low and because she's cheered me up and if something happened, I'd want to be there for her. If we've said anything unfair or wrong, I'm extremely sorry and it was on the spur of the moment. I honestly really like everyone here and I'm so sorry it's come to this .

Okay I'm really sorry that we saw the whole 'Opple' thingy but you had no reason to talk behind our back Vicky! I mean like I know that we had looooooooooooooooooooooooots of problems and some of us were being really biatches but like....

Yes it does hurt to know people are talking about you, behind your back, doesn't it????

Vicky, we trusted you, you and fiona said just to ignore but what did you guys to? talk on a special board! you guys are worse than us actually, on msn we never talk about you that harshly! sorry if im acting overboard but this is how i really feel...

Don't get me wrong or the others Vicky, I don't hate you... I just can't believe you would actually do something like that...

Hiya guys...can't stop, thought i'd say hi, have to go now...bye

I really wish i could talk about this now...but i have to go, i am so late and well, i am so sorry that you all saw what we wrote...how the hell did you guys find Opple anyway? That's what i'd like to know and i know that talking about you behind your backs was wrong, but you reading our convo's is also wrong...opple was supposed to be a place like MSN for me and Bicky...to talk to each other...

have to go sorry...you probably don't want me back...but thats fine, because my whole life's already stuffed enough as it is...

give me the like vicky

CATHERINE GET MY SIGGY OUT OF UR NAME

Its too late to close of the topics now Fiona. We read it already. The answer to your question...how the hell did we find out? Well simple, you change Godfrey Cod on your forum to opple and your in, its easy when you know what your doing and the title to it. Gosh I would never ever talk about you and Vicky like that. And you make loo00oong posts about how its not nice to go and talk behind someones back, then you go do that. That is really mean. Then you go posting my convos with you to Vicky, I can't even talk to you without knowing/thinking that your going to show someone it. But what I don't get is why do you have to back-chat, thats really selfish and mean. And especially when it hurts really bad I though you guys were nice, but you prove me wrong, just like every other friend/forum friend I've had, you start off nice and innocent, then I see the mean hurtful side to you, whats wrong with me???? Why do I deserve this???? Do I deserve to be treated like that?

no u dont alex

Now that you've closed it off, only you and Vicky can see. I want to know are you still going to be posting about us? Because if your not, you'll still talk about us through emails.

what did she say about me??

There was nothing about you. It was mainly about me, And Rachel.

and vicky let this go on

Erm, Catherine, do you even know who Lauren is? because it look like you copyed the pplz i have.

never u mind catherine it will corrupt u

Look Fiona, it doesn't matter HOW we found out because we damn found out because of you guys dropping mistaken hints. It feels like we are not worthy enough to be your friends.

i dident alex and yes do

we might know diffrent laureas

catherine rachel hates you so get her out of ur siggy

ok after alot of hard thinking i have desided to stay here only if catherine doesnt - me off or calls my friends names




p.s asha ur werid
p.p.s GO MARK U SXY THING U WON
p.p.p.s me 2 peg tomorrow i got a story line

YAY!! Welcome back kiddo.

G2g nighty night xx

I know that what we did was wrong...don't go blaming Vicky because it's all my fault, i'm the one who asked her to come on there! The only thing i have to say in my defence is that i was hurt and angry about everything with Rachel, i needed someone to talk to and talking through email wasn't what i needed, i needed MSN but Bicky doesn't have msn, so that was the only option i had!!!

I was feeling so bad about everything in my life and i just needed a bit of support, ok so i shouldn't have posted part of our convo Alex, but it was the only way i thought of at the time to show Bicky exactly how i was feeling!!!

I do like you guys so much, you don't know how much i appreciate everything you have ever done for me! Alex, you're not the only one with problems with friends...thats why i did the thing in the first place, because all of my friend problems were getting way too much and i have no one to talk to about it

Yes it was wrong...but you cannot say that sneakily reading PRIVATE conversations, no matter who or what the content is about is not wrong, because it is!!! However, i know that what i did was wrong and i admit that...all i can say is that i am forever sorry and i feel like i have ruined eveything!!! I don't make a habit of talking about people behind their backs, i just talk about how i feel and if it involves how someone else made me feel i tell the other person what happened...you can't 100% truthfully tell me that you don't do the same sometimes!!!

I really don't know what else to say...apart from the fact that i am sorry and that i know i was in the wrong!!! I hope that in time you will forgive me...i don't know what to do now, it's not like i have a life or friends outside of the forum, because without you guys, i don't have much...and it hurts me so much to know that i have ruined it all...if you want me to leave, just say the word...and i'll go...

i dont want you to leave! i dont even no you, but i dont want you to! ur here to support delta, and anyone who wants to do that is welcome on this forum!!

OK, depending on the reaction to this, this may or may not be my last post here....

In the last couple of months, there have been so many fights here and so many people hurt.....many of us have done things to hurt other people (some more so than others). I know that it is very hard to forgive the things which hurt us the most (especially what I did) but I'm posting to ask that we please try...I am so truly sorry for what has happened....the shattered trust is one of the things that is hardest to rebuild but I want to know if we could all make a fresh start.....I promise that nothing like this will ever happen again (I know you'll find it hard to believe this)......it would be so wonderful if we could start again and gradually get things back to the way they were. What we used to have is so special and precious and it's terrible that it has come to this (I know it's my fault)......would anyone be willing to try this?

I agree...and i am truely sorry also, and i would never do anything again to jeapordise anything...because it's all so bad...and i did wrong and i know that...and i am sorry!!! It hurts me so much to know i hurt people!!!

Bicky, don't leave...if anyone should go it should be me (we always say that, lol) anyway, really though, you deserve to be here...if it wasn't for you we wouldn't be where we are now (as in part of this wonderful place) and if it wasn't for me, we wouldn't be at this un-trusting place...

i'm not asking anyone to forgive me...i know thats too much, and you're all probably still hurting, but again, i am truley sorry!!!

I dont have anything to do with it but i dont want either of you to leave i am very happy for you both to stay!

Thanks Emma .